2.15.2004

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

"Godd Riddance (Time of Your LIfe)" - Green Day



   So It's getting closer. The day that I bid farewell to this life that I've come to be so familiar with. Certain moments, thoughts, quotes, and dialogues have passed before my eyes and my ears that have forced me to re-live the months and weeks before graduation. Much like the seniors now are forced to deal.


   It's tough to look back and to think "what if...?" But then again a good friend mentioned to me just recently "things happen for a reason." I'm sure they do, and as far as I'm concerned they have to. I have to move on. To make a life for myself. To be the person whom I desire to be.

   I looked back at my old .plans and the same thoughts have started streaming through my psyche. Thoughts of what I'm going to miss.

Now's not the time to dwell on it though!


This is the time to enjoy, to be with the people who matter. If YOU are reading this you know then that you DO matter.

For you...
Soy estúpido para lo que lo hice. Para con lo que le pasé. Nunca
deseé pasarle con cualquier dolor. Sé que no convenimos en qué han
sucedido, qué podría suceder. Apenas sé eso en mis ojos, en mi
corazón, éste soy la mejor cosa para nosotros, para mí, ahora. Sepa
esto, lo que sucede yo está aquí para usted. Nunca quisiera que
usted se sintiera que usted no pueda contar en mí. Usted significa
tanto a mí.

Je suis désolé...


64 days...

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